1 Day Before


Yesterday, it was the revelation of what has done in the past few days.
My mom in law was still sick but recovering better.
I was expecting another drama and only hope one day passes without any surprises.

Then the reading was from Sirach 4 : 11-19
It's like the answer from God about what has happened.

Wisdom teaches[a] her children
    and gives help to those who seek her.
12 Whoever loves her loves life,
    and those who seek her from early morning are filled with joy.
13 Whoever holds her fast inherits glory,
    and the Lord blesses the place she[b] enters.
14 Those who serve her minister to the Holy One;
    the Lord loves those who love her.
15 Those who obey her will judge the nations,
    and all who listen to her will live secure.
16 If they remain faithful, they will inherit her;
    their descendants will also obtain her.
17 For at first she will walk with them on tortuous paths;
    she will bring fear and dread upon them,
and will torment them by her discipline
    until she trusts them,[c]
and she will test them with her ordinances.
18 Then she will come straight back to them again and gladden them,
    and will reveal her secrets to them.

19 If they go astray she will forsake them,
    and hand them over to their ruin.
From those incidents in the past few days, it turned out to be better as general perspective.
I know the true value of family. 

When I have no clues what I should do, my mom instead of freaking out, she calmed me down and persuaded my dad to come over to help.
His saying yes was like assurance for me that nothing is more important than family.

In short, my mom and dad are the ones minding the children while we are away.

Secondly, with my mom and dad here, I'm having more peace of mind because they can look out for each other.
And 28 Feb is my mom and dad in law anniversary, I'm glad that both of them also together eventhough she's not in the good state.

And this also draws me closer to God and trust Him in good or bad times according to mine, He's working on those.

I only can say THANK YOU SO MUCH to Him and entrusting what I will leave behind for another 12 days before coming back to do my mission.


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