Dry Season

I have stopped fasting and praying during  a week of holiday in Jakarta and when I came back to Singapore, it's very hard to start all over again.
I started my prayer routine in the morning and it's a bit hard to do contemplation. I mean it's more on the feeling afterwards.
And when I wanted to do fasting, there's no compelling reasons for me to do fasting.

In the end I told God and He told me there's time for mourning, there's time for celebration, there's time for joy, there's time for sadness.
If I had no compelling reasons for fasting, then I should not push myself for something that has no meaning.

In the end, I sticked with my routine prayer and lectio devina.
God speaks more through daily advent reflection from FORMED and I'm glad and grateful for it.


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