Day 19 - Spiritual Exercise ( 19 September 2018 )


Day 19 : My Own History of Sin

The ultimate sin that made me very unworthy and shameful is sexuality sin.
More than often, I failed to keep my mind pure.
I allowed myself to be manipulated with sexual fantasy and enjoyed the pleasure of it even though I kept my body pure from adultery.

In my mind, sexual intercourse is for the pleasure of each other to reach the climax.
Therefore, I can't accept the NFP method and open to new life.

I know it's really not right but I was very afraid to let go of this.
I don't know how to help myself, only God's mercy and God's grace that can free me from this sins.


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