Gratitude
I thank God for protecting our family from a small incident ( deflated tyre)
It was in the late morning when we were going back home from my first son's bowling session and the car behind me was signalling that my right front tyre was deflated.
I was with the three children and I turned into nearby HDB complex to check how bad it was.
I was pondering what to do and do I need to go to tyre shop straightway and thanks God I just finished messaging my mom in law about what we did today, so I messaged her again and asked what to do.
My dad in law was calling me and gave me an instruction what to do which I needed to pump the tyre first before going to tyre shop.
Short story, I managed to pump the tyre and brought the car to nearby tyre shop. It's not crowded so they handled it less than 10 minutes and patched the tyre.
I believe that God protected me from people that I passed today, be a stranger, a family, they are God's sent
I thank God that all my children were well today and we could go for bowling lesson in the morning
True joy and love found
I felt loved when my husband messaged me in the morning and asked how I was
I found joy when my first son was happy after his bowling session
I felt loved when my parents in law took care of me for a one incident that might endanger us
Shortcomings
I have raised voice to my youngest child who's not behaving well during lunch time
During dinner time, both my second and youngest son were vomiting, I was very tired almost the end of the day and rushed to pick up my first son, so I was very angry with both children. I raised my voice, I swore to God I didn't want any more children what so ever.
In the end of the day, after I calmed down and reflected back, I knew that I shouldn't do that and this was my weakness which I haven't been able to control myself.
Oh God, it's so hard to follow you, I felt unworthy everytime I failed again and again :(
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